Saturday, September 18, 2004
Chris has decided to move house. I will be no longer blogging here anymore. Ppl...pls update your linkies ^_^
http://voicesofthewind.blogspot.com
Cheers ^_^
Posted at 02:38 pm by Fate And Destiny
Friday, September 17, 2004
Today I got back one of my test results again. I got a D for it. I can't belive it man. I mean, I really got study for it. And I got a D for my result. So much for my efforts. Ok enough of my result. I can go on ranting about it for another whole day and my result still remains as D. Just have to try harder next time. Sat for another paper today. I guess I won't do well in this paper too. Just hoping for the best.
Med msg me at noon to ask me help her book the piano room. Lucky Yang Xiao manage to get her fren to book the room. Around 5.30pm, went down to the training ground and Lester was there, so chatted with him for awhile. Med came at around 6. Led her to the piano room and left her alone there with Yang Xiao's fren. Anyway went back into the room after while to listen to her play the piano. I'm so happy. Finally able to hear her play the piano. I'm now learning how to play "Waiting for you" by S.E.N.S. Hope to master it soon. Maybe I should go take piano grade 1 lessons. Haha guess I'm too old for that now. Guess have to continue learning from books and self practice.
Today during training, Yang Xiao suddenly came to look for me. She was in the piano room practicing her piano, suddenly came out then ask me accompany her. She was crying like dunno what and I can't possibly say no rite. She told me she's veri stress out from all the school works and personal matters. Ok, I am not really good at consoling people, so just listen to her pour her heart out. Why is all the people around me so stress?! Anyway, she stop crying after awhile. Phew, lucky she didn't come hug me or something when she was crying. If not I gong gong stand there dunno what to do.
Anyway, went back to the training ground after she went home. The sparring session had already started. No one wants to spar with me expect for that Weicong. I'm not going to spar with Long Leg. First up against me was Jonathan. Not really a fight anyway. Next up was Sir Yan. He gave me a really nasty kick on my backside. Ouch, now I'm still feeling the pain. At least I had a better fight with him. I think I'm damn slow. What's wrong with all my kicks. Even a turtle can kick faster than me. Ok, not a turtle but I mean I'm getting slower and slower. I use to be ten time faster than this last time. Grrr...tat why last time anyway. Either I train more to regain that standard or I stop whining about how good I was last time. Period.
Went home together with Lester and Medie they all. Suddenly for god knows what reasons, they all took off like a rocket, leaving me all behind. Lucky, when I reach the mrt station, they were still at there. My butt and my left leg ligament is hurting again. I dun wanna aggrivate the left leg injury. If not that will be the end of my tkd career. And I'm playing in the match against NP in the semi-final of the soccer tournament. I guess my leg should be fine by sunday.
Posted at 11:46 pm by Fate And Destiny
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Ok, this is the third time I'm blogging today. Either I have too much on time on hand or I love blogging too much. I guees neither of them is true, so I dunno why in the heaven I am blogging. I am one confused guy. Realised that I haven't been doing my routine push-ups and crunches. Later at nite, will do some skipping and 300 push-up and crunches. Can't do too much cos tml still having the sparring session with SMU. Toking about tml, it will be excatly two week since we start toking to each other, 13 days since I added her in friendster, 12 days since I got her msn email, 7 days since she first accompany me go eat dinner. Ok, I am lame, remembering all these stuffs. But it means alot to me ok.
Today suppose to meet up with my groups members to do my only project of the semester. They didn't come. Ok, I was wondering I should be happy or angry. Happy cos I can go home, angry cos they put me aeroplane. Have to complete this project by week 14. That's about only 3 weeks more to go. There my groups members are so relax. Ok can't be bother with them. They smarter than me anyway, they will produce some miracle of sort to finish the project on time. That's what they are really good at. I got people in my class studying just 3 hours before a exam start and still can pass with a C. If I did that, I would get a big fat zero for my test. Today is another rainy day. Almost raining for the whole afternoon but as bad as yesterday thunderstorm. I brought an umbrella to sch just in case something similar like yesterday happens to me again. I dun wanna stand under some pathetic shelter alone, all dripping wet and shivering unless there's someone around suffering together with me. Whahaha, I am so bad. Anyway, today I was in the computer lab and someone turn off the aircon. Ok, I know it raining outside and it's cold. But why can't they spare a thought for others? If you are so afraid of the cold, just bring a jacket or sweater to school and wear it. You can't expect those feeling hot to strip, and sit naked in the room rite.
Posted at 07:58 pm by Fate And Destiny
1) Last relationship ? Long long time ago
2) Last said "I love you" ? Long long time ago also
3) Last person you met ? My mother
4) Last Cigarette ? I was inhaling cig smoke while walking to NYP due to some idiot somking in front of me
5) Last person who hurt you? I hurt myself in last tkd training
6) Last cried ? can't remember, when I was a child bah
7) Last bath ? afternoon
8) Last drink ? plain water
9) Last person talk to you on the phone ? sir vincent
10) Last song u have listen ? ni hai ai wo ma by jolin
11) Last house you when to ? my own house
12) Last thing you eaten ? 4 pieces of toast
13) Last game you play ? minesweeper flags
14) Last heartbroken ? forget
15) Last person to chat with you on msn ?Kailing
16) Last birthday ? ?! mine bd is on 26th july each year and it doesn't change
17) Last person you thinking of? Who else but her
18) Last thing you bought ? a Glass bottle to put some stars
19) Last clothes you wear ? a white color clothing by 77th street
20) Last hug ? Too long ago to remember
21) Last person you visit at the hospital ? myself
22) Last thing you have done ? i type "myself" at the line above
23) Last book you have read? Cracking the Bible Code
24) Last place you been to ? NYP S.383
25) Last person you msg ? Ruiyi
Posted at 04:59 pm by Fate And Destiny
Be As You Are When We First Met
I am suppose to wake up at 7am today. My hp alarm went off, got up to turn it off, den went back to bed to lie for awhile. Yah, my awhile = 2 hours. When I woke up again, it was 9 am. Gonna be late for my first class. Later still got my Collaborative Design and Commerce. Wonder if the lecturer is going to give back the lab test result. That test was f*** up anyway. The question paper got so many errors on it and alot of information was missing. And there is not enough time to finish the drawing. And he told us, anyone who write a single word after the time is up, he's not gonna mark the paper. Grrrr...the question paper he set is not right in the first place, den he still dare tell us he's not gonan mark our paper. Gonna have to bear with all these shit for another two more months before I am free.
She seems very very stressed up this week. No, not seems, is really stressed up this week. And I'm not able to do anything to cheer her up. Chris knocks his head against the wall. I don't want to say the wrong things and she just get more irriated. I am not very good at words and don't want to mess up things which I am very capable of doing so. Just don't wanna see her being all stressed up and unhappy. People are entitled to be sad once in awhile, I know that. Hope she will back to her cheerful self soon again.
Falling in love damn freaking easy. Staying in love is one tough nut to crack, especially if you have to crack it over a long time. Falling out of love may come like a meteor rain, once it comes, it just come right down. But what matters the most is not falling in love or staying in love, instead, it's when love is there. Cheers ^_^
Posted at 10:58 am by Fate And Destiny
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Can't think of a title to put ^_^
The nite is cooling. Natural aircon today. Doing nothing in particular now. Wonder why everyone around me is always so busy. Maybe I take things too easily. I dun tends to get tense over things. Which is not a good thing I guess. Another person drops into the mrt track at bishan and died. Haiz...so many incidents. Hope I dun be the next. "Boy drop into MRT track at Yio Chu Kang and got run over by the on coming train" something like that in the headlines. Boo hoo, I am too young to die.
I miss her~
Posted at 11:15 pm by Fate And Destiny
Heaven is crying today. Endless heavy raining pouring down at my side. And I am unfortunate enough to get caught in the rain. And unfortunate enough to be out in the open with no shelter near by. And unfortunate enough that the nearest shelter doesn't connect to the place that I am going. Grrrr...I am so unfortunate! There I am standing under the pathetic shelter, soaking all wet from head to toes, and still keep getting splash by the rain that the wind blows in. Brrrr....it's so clod. Stayed in that condition for 2 hours before nature decided that the rain should turn to a drizzle. Grrrr what luck!
No school today for me. Yesterday during my tkd training. Weisoon out of the blue say want to take training, so just let him take. Good for me also. Can train with the class together. Garding coming soon also. Already started teaching the trainees their own respective patterns. Yesterday I took care of the white belts. Sir Peter took over from me half-way, so ended up just guiding them along. After training, went to have dinner with Med, Kailing, Peijing, Neyton, Eddie and Weisoon. Weisoon is being too over friendly with her. During training, he still hold her wrist! Ok, it's only her wrist, not her hand. I admit, I am jealous! But den, who she chooses to be friendly with is not up to me to control. She got the freedom to choose her own friends and whom she wants to be with. As long she's smiling and happy, I will live with the sorrow.
Posted at 05:20 pm by Fate And Destiny
I tired so hard and got so far...in the end it doesn't even matter
I am disillusion about life. Why does everything goes wrong for me? Why W.H.Y? Chris bangs his head against the wall....knock knock knock....
Haha~ I am crazy. I am bored. I got nothing else better to do at home. Gonna study study and study more. Heh! That's only thing I will get back positive result when I put in efforts. Others stuffs, no matter what I do, the results is always negative. Ciao~ More study and training for me.
Posted at 11:26 am by Fate And Destiny
